Being Awake
Being awake. Awoken? I can't really describe it... but I feel it right now. Not sure what it is. A kind of presence, that I haven't felt in a long time. Sometimes when I listen to podcasts or read I get a small spark of it. Like the few seconds you can get by taking a deep breath and focusing on it. Clarity. But even then, the moment does not last. It's like a glimpse through a window into a different world.
It is like a uninterrupted flow. Like these words, emerging by themselves, faster if I will them to.
What are the dream signs of life? Lucid dreaming is all about realizing that you are in a dream, and by that taking control. But what is lucid living? Is this it?
How I have missed this. Writing. It is like allowing someone who have been trapped inside, to take control of my fingers, and letting it type. Letting me type?