Surreal
Sometimes reality seem surreal. I get hit by this strange feeling that nothing makes sense. It feels like time stops. Or rather, time keeps flowing, but for a moment I feels as if I stepped out of it. Like stepping out of traffic, to the sidewalk, watching it flow by without me. There and then, the notion of time itself seems meaningless, arbitrary. Years become days. I was somewhere once, now I'm here, but everything in between is a blur. The past somehow seems more real, and at the same time like a dream. So, I take a deep breath, knowing I'm not supposed to be here. Then close my eyes and plunge back in.